Hello ... I have a headache and ran out of Panadol!
Flashback .... Enough The Doors & Eric Clapton !!!
So it was late summer 2006 when I first heard this song of Fadel Shaker .. I came across it now by chance and it really brings so much sweet memories .. To me and to many others .. This song is really tagged to the big change that took over my life forever ..
Wow .. cold breeze .. Bold words .... Kitty cats ... Hopes and ambitions ... Anticipation of a new life .. tying the knot ... I can't think of a proper phrase to describe this ... My first encounter with Khalaf ... magic .. Pearla ....music.... karkars and beautiful flowers .... Smoke getting down .... Living on my own ... Wanting so bad .... Sacrifice .. OMG .... OMG .. CAD flowers ..... floating high ... Those beautiful eyes .... Hit the sofa .... Come over here .... Kitiies kitties .... Loosing control .....
It was a very hard time for me.. Mighty God only knows how hard and tough it was ...... but the reward was unbelievable ...
I miss you my friends ....I am also grateful to those special people who lived the moment with me .... I will never forget this .. Never! I even named my daughter 7ala to push this memory for ever.
I will never forget this .. Never ,,,,
Here it is ... sssssssssssssoooooooooo big :)
Hello all ..
I really miss my daughter and family! I can't wait till I get to Jordan for vacation!
Enjoy :)
You're just too marvelous, too marvelous for words
Like "glorious", "glamorous" and that old standby "amorous".
It's all too wonderful, I'll never find the words
That say enough, tell enough, I mean they just aren't swell enough.
You're much too much, and just too "very, very"
To ever be in Webster's Dictionary.
And so I'm borrowing a love song from the birds
To tell you that you're marvelous - too marvelous for words.
Hello all ...
So now I will be father to kitty 7al and baby Abdullah : )
Can't wait till end of April :)
Thanks God Al Mighty
Hello all..
Well , I don't play the guitar but I wish I brought here one of Ali's guitars with me before I move to KSA.
Yanbu city ( The Royal Commission) is full of really nice gardens with water and grass everywhere .. Something we don't have in Amman . There's that garden close to my houseand at night the view is absolutely amazing.
The song goes like this :
As I sit here and play
My Spanish guitar
Underneath the stars & kigha (1),
It passes the time away.
Each note I play
Is a memory of home,
The melodies they take me back there again
So as I sit here and play
On my old Spanish guitar,
Each note I play
Just sails away.
And it brings me closer
To those kitty cats
Oh, they''re so far away.
As I sit here and play
Underneath the stars & kigha,
It passes the time away
And brings me closer
To my Amman holiday.... (2)
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(1) Kigha (كغا او غا) by definition
my daughter Hala style
(2) This is all what an expatriate thinks about!
Well ... Hello everybody ..
Almost 3 am now , can't sleep , "Planet of New Orleans" background , kitty cats and rainbows all I think about ... Ahlan was Sahlan bel jamee3
Hello kitty rings were not around at the time I proposed to Mrs K. , so on a win-situation now I will have Hello Kitty in blue on the right lower corner of my blog... Fair is fair
Planet of New Orleans is one of my favorites of all time music especially " In a bar they call the Saturn and her eyes of green .." part ...
I look around , the place doesn't seem dull anymore .. I think I finally managed to get over myself & log in to my blog to post a descent one.
Being away from my family and home isn't so bad as it may seem . I am getting the chance too look at my life from many other angels I hardly knew back in Jordan. I am not so sure I can say how much I accomplished since I arrived here 40 days ago.I continuously meet nice people and I still have time to get used to the whole situation the good way. My outlook to my new life and the different aspects of it is a bit more secure now ....No need to rush things.
I had an -out of the blue- meeting with the vice president of my company last week and he told me the company's interested in doing other types of products that can possibly penetrate the Saudi market in the future .. He asked me keep this in mind so this is what is keeping me motivated all the time these days.
On the other hand , I am almost done reading one research I am working on for 3 days now. Been away from doing strength of materials work for a long time now and this research involves a great deal of it because the person who did it actually has done this for his PHD research. I also have another to go through tomorrow. Next step si to work on the FEA analysis of my new design and have it checked using the same mathematical model the above mentioned researches developed for the same design. I am doing this as a homework that I ought to complete in order to get to better understand the engineering part behind my design before proposing it to the company.
I am keeping myself busy doing these kind of things these days and I tell you , it's not the easiest thing to do especially the doing FEA using CATIA V5 tool ... Hell , it's complex!!
It's almost 4 am now and I think I will try to get myself an hour sleep before Fajer prayer.
Take care everybody
Fadi
Hello everybody ..
Speaking of codes , head & heart are moving in a whirligig action .. Turbulent one indeed... This masterpiece of Camel is a background music playing in the backside of my mind ..
I'm a bout to make a decision that will affect my family and personal lives in the next coming week . The positive kind of affect.
Strong emotions vivid through the air , cool breeze from the AC and bold feelings (1) : )
My family (kitty Hala and Ohoud) are pushing me for this decision and this is the sweetest thing indeed .. I will get back with a clarification soon
(1) Courtesy of Caller
Hello all ...
This is about a friend of mine who's going through a similar experience right now ..
Worth documenting!!
Hello ..
Yesterday I woke up with a migraine that at the end I had to leave early and get my magical 1.5 hour sleep that always worked for me in such times ... You know , you wake up smiling feeling no headache and say "thanks God" for such a blessing .. This is the case for so many , but for me , there's more ... I usually get something more than that that I can't explain in proper words . Something like if my brain was polished! I can't measure that in units but you know , sleeping just rubs the part where I keep my memories in brain ...
The above is important because today, as a consequence to fresh memory at a depth of 10 microns below old brain layer, I remembered what Reema {The star fish -my cute niece who will drive her grand father nuts how she gives her 1 month old brother in addition to my 1 year old daughter beautiful sweet kitty-like bella (Halla- 7ala) hard times .. Poor Ra3ed (Thunder) , the 1 month old heir apparent prince is helpless when it comes to Reema fun- time- while killer 7ala bites and uses hands to defend herself and sometimes this hurt indeed } said on Wednesday and decided to post here .. We were in the car in our way back from the dentist when I asked her about the types of duck she knows. She answered that duck is duck so only one type is there .. The I asked her "All duck fly"? She said NO .. Then I replied back : Then which fly and which don't? The answer was way smarter than I expected: DUCK THAT ARE ALIVE THEY FLY , THE DEAD DON'T!!!
If you go down below the polished 10 microns in brain layer , say like 50 microns .. you get this : Back in 1997 , maybe summer , maybe spring .. Not so sure , I remember I used to exercise applied meaningless weird mathematics for the advanced Advanced Engineering Math course at college .. And the best I could do this with him was old good fellow Abed (Now Dr. Abdel Hadi ) ... So this leads to this and that so I decided to have a look at a paper named Multiple Sliding and Rolling Contact Dynamics for a
Flexible Rotor/Magnetic Bearing System I found at my friend's website ...
The easiest part was reading about Active Magnetic Bearings on the wikipedia.com website in order to know what they are then to jump to the paper .. I did that and it went pretty fine , but when I moved on to the experiment part and the system modeling part and those linear differential equations and the critical speeds the shaft config. has I realized I need more than a 4 hour migraine experience in order to revive those long time dead cells that once dealt with something like that before ... They mentioned the critical speeds in HZ range ... And they mentioned that like "The sun shines everyday" argument while it took us hard times to calculate that at college days especially witht that so demanding really complicated lecturer we had at the time .... He understood nothing but to bounce each one of us on the rim of being dump or OK-acceptable criteria he had in mind!!!
Anyways , I will have a black coffee for the toast of good 50 micron memories of my friend Abed and try to skip college memories ...
I wonder why I got no comments for my past post .. Golden blogging days are over .
So long everybody
Hello everybody ..
Yes it's been my second anniversary last week which is a week apart from my daughter Hala birthday which was on Friday - June 12th .
Posting this in my blog at Jeeran brings a lot of sweet memories that I will cherish as long as I'm alive. This place was always my little corner where I keep a track of all memories there .. I used this blog to the max when I wanted to propose to to Ohoud 3 years back and this alone is the strongest argument you get to keep being a neighbour as Jeeran say : )
Of course I said "The Strongest Argument" but this doesn't mean it's the only argument I have .. People here are so special , I remember the sincere feelings I touched from everybody who read my blog at different occasions .. Starting when I defeated los locos through the time I got maried and many many other occasions . Provided that I witnessed Jeeran achievements through out being a phsycial neighbour to them at iPark to becoming a leading Arab Portal online .. Mashallah.
So ... ??
OK , the images below are few of the B'day little gathering we had at home .. You can check others at Picasa web albums here .
Ohoud , Me & Hala
Me & Hala
Ofcourse , No Birthday is complete without the star fish Reema
Hello Kitty cake
Me & Mohammad Asfour (Hala Uncle) & Hala
Mohammad Asfour , Sweet Leen ( Moh. Daughter) , Reema , Hala & my Father In Law
Of course , Hala fights for her Grand mother and no kitty can get a 5 minutes sneak when she's around.
Enjoy : )
By the way , I wish I had more time to get engaged in more activity here ... This says that Caller who spends 5 -8 hours blogging everyday will love this one with a message : We got to move some microwave ovens , we got to move these color TV's , refrigerators ... Nas ta3eeba .. Truckers blog these days ; )
Mark Knopfler and Eric Clapton
The last is for most valued .. We'll work on this at home :
Hello ..
Been checking the Jeeran.com new beta version then switched to the old one and hit the search button for the word FADI ..
The one and only me ;)
Take care everybody
Hello all ..
On Friday we went to Irbid to enjoy the nice weather and a good outdoor activity ..
It was a great time for everybody and baby Hala had a smile from ear to ear ..
This is one taken then : )From Picnic At Kufor-Awan
You can check the other photos and other albums here at full resolution.
Fadi
Hello everybody ..
i really enjoyed the event of Blogging Arabia that was held on Amman Municipality on Thursday Feb. 19th ...
Dr. Adel Iskandar presented a broader idea about blogging in the Arab world and spotted a light on its other dimensions how it creates a new form of local communities among bloggers in Jordan and the rest of the world ...
Anybody interested in the session can watch it full here .
Hello all .. I know this sounds awkward and I am sure many will disagree but I think our Arab and Islamic nation is in a rock-bottomed situation.
People all around the globe watched the killing of thousands in Gaza and watched us Arabs fail to agree on basic plan to stop Israel ... This is typical as we all know , but what really hurt even more than the killing (because this is what started fire in the first place) is watching the Palestinians behind the scenes disagree and apparently( but I am sure of it!!) it's all about the money and nothing else!!!
I want peace!
Well .. Today I figured out that I issued a drawing
that has a damn centerline set wrong .. You know how it feels when you find out
a whole piece machined to the wrong dimensions because I simply designed it on
turbo mode!!!! All in all , they walk in and tell me when it's already too late
and about to be assembled in place!!! Solve it Mr. Problem solver !!!!!!!!!!! Any way , this reminds me of my old days when I used
to do more complex things in the past .. The only thing I used to do it with anticipation.. Now I do these
things because I simply have to . I recently found out that the last time I
played a video game is 10 years ago so I've been playing against the computer
(Mines weeper). Since I'm pretty rusty, I have to set it to beginner. That alone makes the victories I have feel
pretty hollow. I mean, really, we both know that if my computer wanted to, it
could see that I never win a game ever again!. All I can say is that when we finally get to
the final battle between Man and Machine, they won't be setting the difficulty
to "moderate.". This is
exactly what real life is all about. So Obama won the election and you can still
hear people blabber and debate solving the Arab World problems!!! I can't help
but wonder .. I swear to God! Every generation tags itself to something bad
that happened … Obviously this is why most of us are politics literate in Fellow blogger wonders inspired this. Finally .. I forgot to update about kitty
7ala … She is about to grow teeth for the very first time these days … Ask the
pacifier and it'll tell you how hard her bite is! Take care everybody
Hello everybody.. +++) Shadi & Mohammad they left last week. It takes some time to get over this .. Like always. --) This tune is just right , it's about Rock n Roll kings & queens. Green Grass & High Tides of the Outlaws.. A reverse version of the Rolling Stones Greatest hit High Tides & Green Grass. You gotta love this one ... One of the the most amazing double guitar ever played in harmony. The last 7 minutes is only guitar playing.. Enjoy * Take care everybody and Ramadan Kareem
Well, it's funny why I choose this for a title : Actually I was tuning to the Monty Norman Orchestra - James Bond Theme (from Dr. No Movie .. You remember that movie from 1962, watch MBC Action every Friday Night) and Thunder ball song of Tom Jones started playing in my head ! Fasting with no morning coffee is really tough!!!
I feel like posting to my blog but I don't know what to talk about .. Believe me ..
* ) I never mentioned that one of the main reasons I like James Bond Movies is crocodiles.. Did I ? I am fond of them and there are many of them in JB movies.
**) If I were Caller or Wonders, I would never run out of something to talk about .. Mashallah 3aleihom each one of them is mo3allema in blogging.. Allahoma la 7asad ..
There's no special reason why they came to my mind.. May be I just nag ! Zaman Lady Writer used to beat them all but due to technical problems it seems she is blogging no more....
***) Ramadan is going OK .. thirst is tough!!! Indeed.
+) This is a classified photo Ohood caught for 7ala showing an early smile .. I later had it printed out and hanging in the living room . 
++) This one is different.. We were driving in the car when Ohood said: Look at 7ala , wondering !!! I took this one .
-) Ok … I wanted to post about this a month ago .. I was waiting on my turn at the barber shop when my eyes caught this article in a magazine maybe a year or more old … The key word dire strait caught my eyes and I was excited to learn what does the Palestinian Economy has to do with my favorite band .. It turned out the person who edited and the article is a Dire Straits fan like me!!



Hello everybody .. Wallahy I missed yo all .. I am serious! The very irreversible part of me is the one to blame for leaving this place inactive for a long time .. Although I resisted with all my might !!!
Been wondering around blogs these days and read some of what my friends been up to lately and decided to invite myself to answer an indirect tag from Caller coz she did mention my name their .. And it has something to do with music ;)
I will modify some of the questions for my sake :) ... Provided I am at work now and a small portion of my play list exists in here.
1. Put your winamp on Shuffle,
2. For each question, press the next button to get you answer,
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER WHAT!!
1. IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
I say great .. Whatever it is .
I learned from the best - Whitney Houston
Irreversible screwed up ... Adventure lover .
For every woman there's a man - Frank Sinatra .. I will hit next now.
I will be honest .. The second on that came up in winamp is I'll never smile again - Frank Sinatra
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
15 points now .. It finally worked : King of the Blues - Gary Moore
Hmm I like to serve and draw a smile on everybody's face
Some other version of Love Story .. Not sure who's performing
6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Nice :)
What a tune .. Highway to hell .... AC/DC
The guy says living easy .. living free ..
7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Zion Train - Bob Marley .. I took this album of Bob Marley from Loco .. He abused the iPark bandwidth to download tunes in the old days .. ;)
Rolling & Trembling . - Eric Clapton
So busy!!!!!
The best is yet to come - Frank Sinatra
Hah!!!! All your love - Gary Moore
I think of her like 22/24 - Addicted
11.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Tomorrow never dies - Sheryl Crow ... The James Bond Movies .. Anybody watches them every Friday at ten on MBC Action??? They're really really amusing .. Especially the 60's
Angel eyes - Dee Bridgewater
13.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nothing to fear - Chris Rea and wonderful guitar hitting
Don't fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult playing now
15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone ...
I ain't the Fool - Chris Rea ... Playing ..
Secret ? I ain't got none!
Down To The Water Line - Dire Straits
OMG ... This one brings memories back at college times when I used to live right opposite before ***********************************************************************************************
Is It A Crime - SADE
20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF?
I need to work on my self a bit more so I become Acceptable!!!
Beleive it or not ..... YOU MUST BE EVIL - CHRIS REA he he he he heh
21. WHAT DO YOU PLAY WHEN YOU ARE 3AYEF 7ALAK???
Since I've Been loving you - Led Zeppelin
22. WHEN IT'S SUPER HOT , WHAT DO YOU PLAY IN WINAMP?
I who have nothing - The one and only Tom Jones ...
I am supposed to tag people ,, Right ?
I tag Caller once again.
Take care everybody ..
UPDATE June 15, 2008 Dear all, speaking of words to describe how I
feel is no good because I really know I won't make it and find a way to talk
about it. But I really want to thank each one of you for the true nice superheated
feeling I have touched. Caller , Nothing feels like holding own kitty cat in my
arms! You know what: the first time I held 7ala and had that look in the eyes I
had that feeling of being blessed and special like nobody else in this whole
world! What a divine gift! A true part of me that will always be by my side for
good and after life! The mommy and baby are in great health and shape..
Both look exactly at each others so I am having double bless : ) Sound back music that played in my head was "The
Best Is Yet to Come" of Sinatra 7ajjeh Rita can't wait to be in and welcome the
new kitty in the family. Yesterday she tried to sneak in but I said it's too early.
Precautionary measure for now. Thank you all and I will post more images in
the future. Fadi
The Caller
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Hello ... Si tu n'existait pas : And if you don't exist Pour trainer dans un monde sans toi : For being in a world without you Et si tu n'existais pas :And if you don't pas Et si tu n'existais pas : And if you don't exist
Tomorrow is my first anniversary ...
This is for you Ohood!
Dear fellows , of course this is not Mr. K in the video clip of Joe Dassin!
Below is the VC and the translation of the lyrics , please pardon my poor French!
Dis-moi pourquoi j'existerais :Tell me why do I exist?
Sans espoir et sans regret : Without hope and without regret
J'essaierais d'inventer l'amour : I would've tried to invent love
Comme un peintre qui voit sous ses doigts : Just like a painter who uses his fingers
Naitre les couleurs du jour : to create colors of the day
Et qui n'en revient pas :but be sure that they will never have life
Et si tu n'existais pas : And if you don't exist
Dis-moi pour qui j'existerais : Tell me for who do I exist?
Des passantes endormies dans mes bras:Do I exist for strangers to spend time in my arms?
Que je n'aimerais jamais : who I don't even like!
Et si tu n'existais pas :And if you don't exist
Je ne serais qu'un point de plui :I would've been like a droplet of rain
Dans ce monde qui vient et qui va : In this world that comes and goes
Je me sentirais perdu: I would've been lost
J'aurais besoin de toi : because I really need you
Et si tu n'existais pas : And if you don't exist pas
Dis-moi comment j'existerais : Tell me how would I exist?
Je pourrais faire semblant d'etre moi : I would've pretended to be me
Mais je ne serais pas vrai : But I wouldn't have been true at all
Je crois que je l'aurais trouve :I think I would've found
Le secret de la vie, le pourquoi : The secret of life and answers for
Simplement pour te crĘer: creating you
Et pour te regarder : In order to have you and keep looking at you
Hello everybody ..
Me & Mrs. K are working on 7ala chocolate these days because she's expected to take her first breathe any time these coming 2-3 weeks :)
Well, OK , my share was getting the ingredient , the decoration and choco-works were Mrs K effort :)
Nice :)
This post is best viewed while tuning to "The Coffee Song" of Frank Sinatra ... Coffee -Chocolate-Nicotine .... The guy was ahead of time! This one was recorded in 1946!
The best part in this song is "they put coffee in the coffee in Brazil :) "
Take care everybody
Hello everybody, My diary-like blog didn't change a bit! This means I am still the
irreversible screwed up I've always been! ;) So the other day, I was planning a trip to one of the new 7
world wonders, The easyguide CD is entitled “Step by
step Guide to Straight to the point now : The CD is an interactive informative audio-
visual CD for anyone interested in What' cool about
the easyguide CD it's easy to use, you know, easy comes from easy info.
The guide is not boring comes in English, Arabic, French and Spanish. The CD cover is imprinted with the words” Step back in time and
discover a world wonder”. Designed for people like me! I will ask the guys at easyinfo to work on an iPod version of it to
download online, but for the time being, I highly recommend it the way it is if
you wanna feel like Indiana Jones. Simply hit to buy it at www.eBay.com and search for “ Next post will be about my short visit to INTERPACK – 










